Day 43: Tummy Time

Today I am grateful for technology and medical advancements that have been made over the past decade. I am grateful the scope into my tummy went well. They found I have a hernia, and took a biopsy, for celiac. We'll see in a few weeks what comes back. I hope all is well. However I know something is severely wrong, my stomach has been in pain, like a scale of 1-10, it's at an 8.
Today I am grateful for our attorney. I'm bummed he hasn't gotten the papers pulled together, like he said would be done a week ago. BUT I'm still very grateful for his attentiveness to our matter. I really pray he can continue the attention, so we can get the papers turned in a get results, such that she is finally stopped in her tracks from abusing the system and alienating Dustins daughter. It is affecting everyone and I'm just so tired of the lies. I read a letter today that was about the junk and I for the first time, turned straight to GOd, instead of crying and melting down. I asked him for the strength to endure this and that the truth can set us free from the lies. I'm soooooo ready to move on with life and move past this. I'm ready for Oct 15th, for everything to be different, for us to finally be allowed to see his daughter.

pray us well.