Day 26-29: Off the Grid, Prayers please

Angels of Peace

~Honest, Inspiring, Innocent, Nurturing~

These past few days I am grateful for being gifted with intelligence, wisdom, intuition, and a compassionate heart.
I have a buddy who no longer considers me one of her buddies. I ask, what do I do? What can I do to heal this relationship? What happens when that buddy continues to tell me I die, that she doesn't trust me, and continues with the red card?
What happens when I know this buddy is drowning in her own misery and hell? Do I trust that this isn't just another part of the game? Is she really lost? I guess it doesn't matter, I get to be in my own business and my business is to be me.
Honestly, I've been praying hard. It scares me to have this much compassion and love for this buddy b/c I wonder, would she reciprocate the same compassion and love for me? I then ask, if I know she wouldn't, do I still choose to have that for her?
My honest answer is YES! I will continue to offer the black, offer love/support, offer compassion. My heart aches for my buddies' perception, her loss, her pain. I wish I could tell her she is loved and worthy of being loved. Maybe not by me, but to accept the love that is surrounding her. That she is safe and everything will be ok.

I guess the final question is, what happens when you throw a life vest out to a drowning person and they refuse to accept it?
Where is the life vest that she will accept, so I can throw it out to her? I don't know.

The mirror of each other

What way do we go with this?
Answer:
Trust in the Lord. He has it handled and I can only be the true woman that I am.
Honest, inspiring, innocent, nurturing woman.

I've been off the grid for the past couple of days. I'm so excited I got granted my hearing, finally!!! Yes everyone, the judge is giving me a chance to argue the merit. I'm sooooo excited, of course there are twinges of fear and nerves but the lasting feeling is excitement and freedom.
I'll be honest, I don't know what I'm going to do if I lose.
I believe with every fiber of my being that this will finally be dismissed, I just pray that this feeling is true.

The true character of a woman can be measured in many ways, but how she reacts to a situation truly shows ones true colors.
I know I combined a few quotes hehe.

Dove of Peace

Pray me well. Pray I can have light shed upon my truth, that this will be what dismisses the case and true meaning of unconditional love and compassion. I pray my heart and all my buddies involved in this situation may have Angels with us, always. I pray I  feel the presence of Christ and the Lord. To know I'm never alone. Remember when I feel he's left me, that it's actually because he's carrying me. I call upon you Lord to send legions of Angels to support me at this time. I pray I'm given the understanding that the injustice must stop and that I am still safe and that everything happens for a reason.
I say these things in the name of Jesus Christ~Amen.